sparklingdiamondd

like I was losing myself, in the middle of the day just a big shadow in my mind my head's screaming I  miss  her   I  really  do how can everything change just without one man and I heard people are the same my world was wrong, my believe falls and   I   miss  HER! just sitting alone with a feeling I can't escape, with a life spilling from my ears and my eyes and my hands and my chest, oh from my chest! I can do nothing, nothing, nothing So I watch my destiny dies from the begginig till the bitter end... and I'm scared of the monsters of my thoughts and I'm terrified cause I miss her and I'm afraid of the voices inside my h

"Można zmarnować życie wytyczając granice, albo przeżyć życie przekraczając je. Jeśli człowiek jest gotów zaryzykować widok z drugiej strony zapiera dech w piersiach." :aww: I don't feel like writing here everythin what's happenin wit details. I... just like my journal :) I'm totally crazy abt Grey's Anatomy! I can say my life is not happenin by itself recently, fiction's pushing it on. Fiction I mean ... histories, lifes and unreal people. Even though I know they don't exist I believe that magic around it is real, and that's what's keepin me near it. I believe...I'm still learn

well, starting over I like my vacations, I really do just a little voice in my head keeps saying I should do something, anything. I guess my body doesn't listen. but it's OK, because I like it and I have vacations from any human who is not a woman. Ofc, not in every meaning;) I mean...I'm just bored. there's no good man to satisfy me btw...who's talkin abt satisfing ?? only fun matters, right? alright, let's believe it: one, two, three... If you were falling, then I would catch you. You need a light, I'd find a match. Cuz I love the way you say good morning. And you take me the way I am. If you are chilly, here take my sweater.